cOmEL iNdEpENdENt vOgUE gURL

same script different cast

2004-09-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

This is a retake of my life

I was his star for many nights

Now the roles have changed

and you're the leading lady in his life

Lights, camera now you're on

Just remember you've been warned

Enjoy it now,

cuz it won't last

Same script, different cast

The loneliness

2004-09-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

Im sitting here

Thinking bout

How im gon-na do without

You around in my life and how am II gon' get by

I ain't got no days

Just lonely nights

You want the truth

Well girl im not alright

Feel out of place and out of time

I think im gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)

Are you for real (so lonely)

Do you still think of me (i think of you)

Baby still (are you lonely)

Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)

So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)

Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)

Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)I

think that i will never love again

I miss your face

I miss your kiss

i even miss the arguments

That we would have from time to timeI

miss you standing by my side

I'm dying here its clear to see

There ain't no you,

God knows there ain't no me

Don't wanna live,

I wanna die

If I cant have you in my life

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)

Are you for real (so lonely)

Do you still think of me (i think of you)

Baby still (are you lonely)

Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)

Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)

Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)

Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)

I think that I will never love again

u & mE

2004-09-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

i rili love raziff!!!

he told me he loved me!!!!!!

he told me i was BEAUTIFUL.....

guyz r sweet talkers man!!!!

wHO i lOvE???!

2004-09-01T12:36:00.000+08:00

i lOvE mY gUy aLOt!!!

hE's aLwAZ iN mY miNd!!

u R evERytiNg 2 mE..!!!

2004-08-29T10:45:00.000+08:00

mE & fiZAh!!!

2004-08-29T10:44:00.000+08:00

zAtiE,mE,sHikiN&fiZAH!!!

stupid poems

2004-08-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

sex is when a guys communication

enter a girls information

to increase the population

for younger generation

do u get d information..??

or do u need a demonstration..

;)

2004-08-15T01:57:00.000+08:00

i lup raziff shiddiq abdullah!!! u r everything 2 me!!!

muackzz!!flying frm fajar 2 senja!!

well......

2004-08-08T07:52:00.000+08:00

2day was nvr expected..my grandpa passed away..got sum conflict wif raziff..i can feel tat he dun wanna tok 2 me..haizz!!so boring..LIFE is so boring w/o him..mizz him ALOT!!this cant be ryte..that it dusnt feel so rong..but wen im all alone im thinkin of u...well..,i love u raziff!!alwaz & 4eva!!!i promized!!muackzz!!!!mizz yaa!! c ya 2molo..dear..,i rili...............................

aLAmAk!!!!aKU lAgiK!!!!

2004-08-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

itZ mE aPtER nAtiONAL dAY @ skOOL...

It can't be right

2004-08-07T16:34:00.000+08:00

Who am i x 5

ohhhhhh

yo who am i, nayla boss, i keep it tight
guess we got the raghav on the mike
gimme the light, against the flame, 2play

2play:
i know i shudnt but i got 2 c u 2nite
i pick you up around nine,
but i swear that this cant happen no more,
cos wen im lookin in my babies eyes
i cant bare 2 tell her more lies
i gotta b stronger now then i was b4
but wen u hold me girl its so real
im feelin things 4 u i cant feel
i no i shudnt stay but girl i jst cant leave

chorus:
this cant b right
that it dusnt feel so rong
but wen im all alone,
im thinkin of u but im with her
this cant be right that its u thats on my mind (my mind)
but shes still in my life (yo)
but ur the one thats stands by my side

i wanna let go but theres summit that makes me hold on (tell em)
but baby this jst cant go on,
and were better off wit nobody nos
i never 4ght we wud of lasted so long
so perfect but girl its so rong
cos i got some body waitin at home
but wen u hold me girl its so real
im feelin things 4 u i cant feel
i no i shudnt stay but girl i jst cant leave

chorus:
this cant b right
that it dusnt feel so rong (so rong)
but wen im all alone (all alone)
im thinkin of u but im with her
this cant be right that its u thats on my mind
but she still in my life (my life)
but ur the one thats stands by my side

who-a blast er blasts who blasts you
its got a concicense like ooo
im gonna get mine u no i dnt rele care
but i got a soft spot 4 ur girl rite there
hate 2 b the mistress aint tryin 2 b the wife
got a hubby here so we gotta keep it tight
keep it on the hush on the low or wateva
aint no competition i cud tel her 2 do better

girl u no i cant, theres 2 much 2 lose
its u that i want but, put urslef in her shoes
it hurts 2 fink if she only new
what'd be on her mind, what she'd be going throughhhhhh

chorus:
this cant b right
that it dusnt feel so rong
but wen im all alone
im thinkin of u but im with her
this cant be right that its u thats on my mind
but she still in my life
but ur the one thats stands by my side (ut oh ut oh ut oh)

x3

this cant be right

zero 4, yo
nayla, 2play oh
yea
yo im dun

Today: 050804

2004-08-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

itz me & raziff anniversary...[4mths]

always there for me ..

Dear, thank you for everything that u have done for me.

You mean everything to me. Love you alot!!muackzz!!!! *hugs*

@ skool,as usual...BORING!!!apter skool,go LONG JOHN & eat...yUmmy!!!den go watch my raziff play soccer..a gud soccer player..apter soccer,me shahrul raziff iwan hariz syahmi afiq bari lepak japzz..

mkn keropok!!sedapz giler babi!!!2day,he rili lights up my day..i mean not 2day..EVERYDAY!!!!i lup u dear!!alwaz & 4eva!!i promized..*yeah!!*

i mizz u alot!!!

2004-08-05T12:02:00.000+08:00

as usual..boring..coz raziff not ard!!i was hoping & wanting u 2 stop werking dear..

i dun rili care bout money..hey!!i mizz u alot!!!

lup u alwaz dear!! sori 4 puttin down d fone juz lyke tat...lup&mizz yaa!!alwaz & 4ver!!i promized..

let it burn..let it burn..*winks* 2molo,hope he'll cheer me up!!yeah!!

Wat Happened??!

2004-08-05T02:05:00.000+08:00

i nvr go skool..pnat..in d mownin,kejotkan raziff..he shouted @ me..hmm..mungkin die pon pnat..sbelom he went out,i kol him..die mcm taknak bobal..i guezz he pnat..tapi,usually die tak kan kasi suare mcm siak perr??! {wondering}...If I said I loved you,Would you then speak in muteness??!Saying nothing in silence too painful

is it easy or possible to forget you?
No, no, never!
You have such a private and important and deep place in my heart that
I cannot take you out of there even if I want.
I love you so much.
You are imprisoned in my heart and I don't want to release you!!!

u R d 1 dEAr!!!!!!

2004-08-04T13:01:00.000+08:00

Your love is the best gift I've ever had
The only gift I will treasure a lot.
When you speak to me, it seems the world has stopped turning,
And when you're here, my mind just can't stop spinning.

I love it when you say you love me,
The word that has a thousand meanings.
I know you mean it when you say it,
And I mean it, too, when I say it.

I don't ever want to lose you.
I want to be by your side in whatever you do,
Giving you courage when you need it
And being there for you when you need me.
I hope that we'll be together forever.
I promise I'll love you with all my heart.
Even till death do us part I'll still love you,
Right from the day we found each other till the end of time.

bOrin...

2004-08-04T12:42:00.000+08:00

well,2day so borin..raziff alwaz buzy..

mizz him alot!!!everyting bout him i mizz..

apter skool,went 2 KARU's restoran wif frenz..gerek!!!eat thosai..

kenyang gilerr!!so damn BORING!!!

fell lyke kickin myself...haizz!!!!!:(

Is tat u RAZIFF??!

2004-08-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

I had a crush on this guy who is one in a million,
The one i met in my lifetime,
I thought of him alot;
And now i just want to know whether he like me too or not?
Can't I dream of him like everyone in this world do.

wont ryte???!

2004-08-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

Now dear days and weeks and months roll by but nothing will change the love inside of u & me ryte???!

*Never say love when you don't really meant it
Never say love if you don't really care
Never discuss about feelings if they are not there
Never interrupt a life if you tend to break the heart

Raziff selenger & tembam!!!!

2004-08-02T19:31:00.000+08:00

Dip It Low

2004-08-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

Says he wants you

He says he needs you

It's real talk, then why not make him wait for you

If he really wants you

If he really needs you

Really got to have you

Take your time and feel him out

When he's a good boy

I mean a really really good boy

Why not let him lay with you

That's when you give it to him good

Dip it low

Pick it up slow

Roll it all around

Poke it out like your back broke

Pop pop pop that thing

Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"

Dip it low

Pick it up slow

Roll it all around

Poke it out like your back broke

Pop pop pop that thing

Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"

You getting bold

He growin' cold

It's just the symptoms of young love

Growin' old

You think it's time

And you're thinking of leaving

But give it time

It's late at night

He's coming home

Meet him at the door with nothin' on

Take him by the hand

Let him know what's on

If you understand me

Yall come on

All my ladies wind it up

If you know just how to move (mooove)

All my fellas jump behind

And show her what you want to do (show her what you got daddy)

All my ladies wind it up

If you know just how to move

All my fellas jump behind

And show her what you want to do (ouuuh..wouh ouh)

Dip it low

Pick it up slow (ohhh)

Roll it all around

Poke it out like your back broke

Pop pop pop that thing

Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo" (ima show you how to make him)

Dip it low (ouhhh)

Pick it up slow

Roll it all around

Poke it out like your back broke

Pop pop pop that thing

Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"

We can move if you wanna

We can mooove if you wanna

We can mooooooove...

Dip it lowPick it up slow (slowww)

Roll it all around (ohhhh)

Poke it out like your back broke

Pop pop pop that thing (yeah)

Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"

Dip it low

Pick it up slow

Roll it all around

Poke it out like your back broke (come on come on come on)

Pop pop pop that thing

Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo" (ooooh)

Dip it low

Pick it up slow

Roll it all around

Poke it out like your back broke

Pop pop pop that thing

Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"

Dip it low

Pick it up slow

Roll it all around

Poke it out like your back broke

Pop pop pop that thing

Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"

Everytime

2004-08-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

gUd gUyZ r hARd 2 fiNd.....

2004-08-02T00:45:00.000+08:00

Broken hearted is a phrase I know too well..
All guys that I have love always fail..
Promises made and promises broken..
False oathes of love are always broken..
Gentle kisses and loving hugs,
Heart melting words on heartstring tugs..
Dizzily spinning, big head rush kind of love..
The kind you taught was sent from above..
All of a sudden, his spinning stops just as soon,
Your heart drops..
Finding out the one you love,
Wasn't true tat they jus lied and
You knew they would hurt you..
The pain you feel is unbearably too much..
A squeezing pain in your chest, your head and such..
Broken hearted is a phrase I know too well,
Will my heart ever mend??
Only time will tell..
*Days & months pass..
Climate changes..
Temperature changes..
Even my love for you change!!
But my love for you changes increasingly!! ; )

Burn

2004-08-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with I think that you should let it burn

When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to but you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you Hate the thought of her being with someone else But you know that it's over We know it been through Let it burn Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself Callin' her your name Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, umpteen hours Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you Let it burn
(let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else But you know that it's over We know it been through Let it burn Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry(ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on On the other side I wanna break down and cry (cry)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh Ooh ooh oooh
(can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
so many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to, you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you Hate the thought of her being with someone else But you know that it's over
We know it been through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

sHidA jAmbU & kARimAH cOmEL!!!!!

2004-08-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

sHidA & cOmEL!!!!!!
31 jULy 2004..
i rili haf fun tyme goin out wif herr..both wif sweet smile....

tHE gUY i lOvE d mOSt!!!!

2004-08-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

dEAr,i lOvE u mOrE eACh dAY..i hAF fOUNd a pARAdOX tAt iF i lOvE u tiLL it hURtZ,dER's nO hURt bUt oNLi lOvE 4 u..i lOvE mY gUY aLOt!!!!mUACkZZ!!!

ROUND FACE!!!!!

2004-08-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

31 july 2004
@ outside uma raziff..take picture while waiting 4 my raziff...
i love u raziff shiddiq!!!!

cUtiE piE & sWEEtiE piE!!!!!!

2004-08-01T20:06:00.001+08:00

31 july 2004
itZ zatie & me...@ d fitting room..havin fun going out wif ya..
both wif great smile & cute face!!!! :P

cOmEL & gORgEOUS!!!

2004-08-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

31 july 2004
a gud advisor,great fren,can b trusted,patient,sweet & beautiful..
well..,get 2 noe her tiz year..very funny..easy-going..
both wif beautiful smiles & nice beautiful clothes!!! :D
cOmEL & fiZAH....

gREAt tYmE!!!

2004-08-01T20:05:00.000+08:00

31 july 2004
Zatie,Karimah,Shikin & Fizah..
a great fren...can turn 2 wen i need help..

Friendship the best gift ever received..
To actually have someone who likes me for me
That when Im feeling sad and blue,
I know that I can come to you..
You who can help me with all my problems,
You who will always help me to solve them..
When I tell you a secret,
I know that I can trust you to keep it..

Fad & Dzarina!!!!!

2004-08-01T13:32:00.000+08:00

mY bro & her sweet beautiful lady...

My Hencem Bro!!!!!!

2004-08-01T13:30:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!very hencem brother of mine!!!great smile!!!

Itz Fad Hencem!!!!

2004-08-01T13:29:00.001+08:00

fad eatin nasi lemak..sedapzz giler!!hencem & cute ryte??!

Sweet Ryte??!

2004-08-01T13:29:00.000+08:00

well,itz shahrul hencem & aminah jambu.. @ kfc plaza..
apter racial harmony day...21 july 2004...

mY 1 & oNLi siStER!!!!

2004-08-01T13:27:00.000+08:00

my 1 & only beautiful sister!!!!!

mUkE mCm siAK!!!!!

2004-08-01T13:24:00.001+08:00

12 july 2004
muke tgh borin...dun noe wat 2 do.. since raziff not ard,take picture lorr..
cOmEL!!!yeah!!!!!!

2004-08-01T13:24:00.000+08:00

Syg ShiddiQ!!!

cOmEL rYtE??!

2004-07-29T18:35:00.000+08:00

i worried and worried day and night
thinking of how I could last without you in my sight.
Then I remembered all the times we spent together
And I knew that our love would last forever.

ayU & mE!!

2004-07-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

23 june 2004
on d day i haf problems..turn 2 her wen i need help... trusted her so much & wat i get in return is nothing...didn't expected tiz wld happen..overall,a great nice fren....havin fun on 23 june...

My Lovely Sister & mE!!!!

2004-07-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

21 july 2004..during recess..
lawa kann??!!!

ayu ct miz noorul

2004-07-29T18:31:00.000+08:00

Whenever I think about you,

It makes my whole day turn round..

You are my shining star in the sky,

I know we will never ever say good-bye..

I hope that we stay friends forever,

And that we go through life together..

gURL wiF sWEet smiLEs!!!!!

2004-07-29T18:30:00.001+08:00

fALLiN iN lOvE iS amAZiN..

oNcE u R iN2 it u cANnOt gEt oUt oF it..

lOvE cAN bRiN d mOSt hAppinESS iN mY liFE tAt i wONt rEgREt....

i lOvE u RAziFF sHiddiQ!!!!!!

Karimah cOmEL!!!!

2004-07-29T18:30:00.000+08:00

18 july 2004...
on d way meetin my syg,raziff shiddiq.....

Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

2004-07-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it.
27: NEVER curse in front of YOU!

u were sent up frm above...

2004-07-29T17:53:00.000+08:00

Love is blind..
As far as you can go..
But loving you Is all that I know..
Every breath, every touch..
That can mean so much..
When I was about to burn..
It's as though you're here

To guide me through the times..
Hearing your voice everyday

Makes the cruelty seem infinitely away..
You're all that is pure and true..
Yet I can't put in words how to describe you..
Never once doubted you are the one..
The one, only one... who was always there.............

mY mUm bEbdAE!!!

2004-07-29T09:02:00.000+08:00

Mum, there have been many times in my life when your love has made all the difference..

because even though we’ve had some hard times to get through,

just the fact that you were there and that we got them together helped make me stronger.

You gave me the greatest gift a mother can give a child..

a beautiful example of strength and courage.

And now on your birthday, I hope you know I’ll always thank you for being so strong..

and that I’ll love you for being you..

From your lovely daughter; Siti Karimah Bte Ghazali